Synopsis:
You know me.
Come on, you know you do.
Maybe you pretend you don’t. Maybe you clear your browser history religiously. Maybe you pretend to be aghast whenever someone even mentions the word porn in your presence.
But the truth is that you do know me.
Everybody knows Logan O’Toole, world famous porn star.
Except then Devi Dare pops into my world, and pretty soon I’m doing hings that aren’t like me—like texting her with flirty banter and creating an entire web porn series just so I can get to star in her bed. Again. And again.
With Devi, my entire universe shifts, and the more time I spend with her, the more I realize that Logan O’Toole isn’t the guy I thought he was.
So maybe I'm not the guy you thought I was either.
My Review:
First I didn't know how I'm going to read it. First I didn't like Logan, I didn't know why because he was a tipical porn star. What was I expecting??He loved his job, he loved sex. But then the story captivated me. :)
I thought it would be a simple erotic book. But it wasn't! It wasn't about just the sex. We could see, how Logan and Devi was growing up. How their love unfold. I had mixed feelings while I read the book. I wanted them together, and I was curious how they managed to make their reletionship work.
Logan is a famous porn star, who loves his job, it's his dream job. He can be in a relationship besides his porn job. Actually he had a few girlfriends in the past. His grilfriend broke up with him recently, they were together for three years, and she is in the porn industry too.
Devi makes lesbian porn, but three years ago she made a male-female scene with Logan and with his girlfriend, Raven.
From that time they think of each other a lot. Then they met in a party, and started a new project. And finally they started to fall in love...
"Make porn with me"
There's a lot of question about how they can be in a relationship besides their carrier. And is was interesting reading about it. This story is unique. I was happy that the both of them are in the industry, because the story was more interesting this way.
They had a lot of doubts. Logan was sure that they could have a relationship, and besides it they can have sex in their jobs. He did it before. I could't do it. First of all I can't be with a porn star, and I think the perfect partner for a porn star is another porn star. Maybe they can understand each other, and the situation, and they can separate their personal life from their jobs. It looks like Logan can, but Devi isn't so sure about it. But sometimes Logan has doubts too. He starts to feel jealous... But he puts this feeling aside, and tries to be logical. He fights against his feelings.
"(...) we would never expect the other not to work. (...) if you dated another porn star, you both had to respect the job." ~Logan
"(...) do you feel weird at all about fucking other women while you like this girl?" (...) "Sex isn't love, Tanner. It's not even about liking someone. I respect all the girls I fuck, and I enjoy fucking them, but I don't always want to hang out with them when the shoot is finished or wake up next to them in the morning No more than eating a good sandwich for lunch makes me crave my actual dinner any less."~Logan
"Can you even cheat on a porn star?"~Devi
"What if I'm not capable of being in love with a porn star?"~Devi
"Logan doesn't care where you're sleeping. In fact, he is happier when he knows you're fucking other people because then he figures he won't have to deal with any shit about him fucking other people. And, take it from me-he's always fucking other people."
"I try to remind myself that it's just sex, it's just fucking, and it doesn't mean anything.."~Logan
'I was using Devi doing even lesbian porn as an excuse not to feel bad for continuing to shoot scenes. and more-as an excuse not to feel guilty for enjoying shooting them."~Logan
"How can I feel guilty and good all in the same space? How can I love someone as much as I love Devi, and still get hard for someone else?"~Logan
"The thing is, when I fell in love with Devi, I realized what it is to look up at the stars, and once you've seen the stars, it's impossible to unsee them, to go back to staring at the ground."~Logan
Logan has feelings, he is not a cold-hearted guy who fucks everyone. I like that he make his coworkers feel safe, and good. He cares about them, respects them. This industry can be awful for a woman, he wants to change that. and because of it, the girls love to work with him, and because the lots and lots of orgasms he gives them. He isn't just love the fuck about his job, but he loves editing and producing, filming the stories, the scenes.
"It strikes me that of everything there is to be attracted to about Logan, this is his sexiest part-this part of him I'm seeing now. This part of him that cares about his work beyond the sex. This part of him that isn't just physicality, but also emotion and heart."
Through the story the line between the real life and between the job started to blur. Especially for Devi. She didn't know what is real and what is for the scene. Soon Logan realises that Devi isn't like his other girlfriends. He starts to feel more for her. She has an affect on him that no one has before.
"She is almost naked, under that towel she's naked. I'm around naked women every day, it shouldn't be something that affects me. But it's Devi, and it so does."
I like that the story is not just sex, and doubts and fights about their feelings. It's also funny sometimes. Logan is a funny guy, love their conversations, and I love Devi with her parents! :) They are huge!
"It's sage. People burn it to purify a space of negative energy." " This is considered purified? I think that is an excellent way to cover up smoking pot. 'oh no, officer, I wasn't smoking marijuana, I was just purifying the inside of my car of the negative energy.'"
"Are you making pornography with my daughter?" I can't help but laugh. "Yes ma'am. I am." "I'm glad to hear it. You have very virile energy, you know. I can feel the pulsing of your sacral chakra from here." "Uh... is that something I should get checked out by a doctor?"
Devi's parents always have a good, useful qoute from Buddha and others! :)
" You always say something useful, Mom. It's just not always what I want to hear."
"You cannot travel the path until you have become the path itself"
"No growth comes without sacrifice"
I liked this book. It was so interesting. I had mixed feelings. Sometimes it was funny and liked it, other times it irritated me and I had to take a break. Sometimes I loved Logan, other times I was angry at him. BUT this book is perfect, because of this. Because it triggers a lot of emotion.
Először nem tudtam, hogy fogom ezt a
könyvet elolvasni. Először nem szerettem Logant, pedig tipikus pornósztár. Mire
is számítottam???Szereti a munkáját, szereti a szexet... Aztán a történet
magával ragadott. :)
Azt hittem, ez egy egyszerű romantikus
történet lesz. de nem! Nem csak szexről szólt. Láthatjuk, hogy nő fel Logan és
Devi. Hogyan bontakozik ki a szerelmük. Vegyes érzelmeim voltak miközben
olvastam. Együtt akartam látni őket. Kíváncsi voltam, hogy oldják meg, hogy
működjön a kapcsolatuk.
Logan híres pornó sztár. Imádja a
munkáját, megvalósult álom ez számára. Párkapcsolatban is tud élni a szakmája
mellett. Több barátnője is volt a múltban. Nem rég ért véget egy három éves
kapcsolata, a barátnője szakított vele, aki mellesleg szintén szakmabeli.
Devi leszbikus pornót csinál, de három
évvel ezelőtt részt vett egy férfi-nő jelenetben is, együtt szerepelt Logannel
és a barátnőjével Ravennel.
Innentől kezdve szinte minden nap
gondolnak egymásra. majd találkoznak egy bulin, aztán új közös projektbe
kezdenek és lassan egymásba szeretnek.
Sok kérdés merül fel azzal kapcsolatban,
hogyan folytathatnak kapcsolatot a karrierjük mellett. Érdekes volt olvasni
róla. Ez egy egyedi sztori. Örültem, hogy mindketten ebben a szakmában
dolgoznak, mert így még érdekesebb lett a történet.
Sok kétség merül fel. Logan biztos benne,
hogy lehet szerelmi kapcsolatuk és mellette lefeküdhetnek mással a munkájuk
során. Ő már volt ilyen helyzetben korábban.
Én nem lennék képes erre. nem tudnék egy
pornósztárral lenni. Véleményem szerint egy pornósztárral csak egy másik
pornósztár tud együtt lenni. Talán ők meg tudják érteni egymást, a helyzetet és
el tudják választani a magánéletet a munkájuktól. Úgy tűnik Logan-nek ez megy,
de Devinek már nem annyira biztos benne. Azért kételyek Loganben is
felmerülnek, ő is elkezd féltékeny lenni. de félreteszi ezt az érzést próbál
logikusan gondolkodni .
Logannak vannak érzései. nem egy hidegvérű
pasi aki mindenkivel lefekszik. Tetszik, ahogy a munkatársaival bánik, ők
biztonságban és jól érzik magukat, törődik velük, tiszteli őket. Ez a szakma
szörnyű tud lenni a nők számára, ezen akar változtatni, és ezért szeretnek vele
dolgozni és a sok sok orgazmus miatt, amit Logantől kapnak. Nem csak a szexet
szereti a munkájában, hanem a rendezést, a jelenetek rögzítését, és
szerkesztést is.
A történet folyamán a való élet és a
projekt határvonala elkezdett összemosódni. Főleg devi számára, aki nem tudta
mi a valóságos, és mi nem. Lassan Logan olyan érzéseket kezd táplálni devi
iránt, amiket még nem érzett egyetlen barátnője iránt sem. Olyan hatással van
rá Devi, amilyen hatással még nem volt senki.
Örülök, hogy a történet nemcsak szexről,
kételyekről és az érzelmekkel való harcról szól. Néha vicces is volt. Logan egy
vicces srác, szerettem a párbeszédeiket. És imádtam Devit a szüleivel! Nagyon
jó fejek! Sok jó, hasznos tanácsot adnak Devinek, Buddhát ás másokat idézve :)
Szerettem ezt a könyvet. Nagyon érdekes
volt. Vegyes érzelmeket keltett bennem. Néha vicces volt és szerettem, máskor
idegesített és szünetet kellett tartanom. Egyszer szerettem Logant, máskor
mérges voltam rá. DE pont ezért tökéletes ez a könyv! Mert sok érzést vált ki
az emberből!
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About the Authors:
NY Times & USA Today Bestselling author Laurelin Paige is a sucker for a good romance and gets giddy anytime there’s kissing, much to the embarrassment of her three daughters. Her husband doesn’t seem to complain, however. When she isn’t reading or writing sexy stories, she’s probably singing, watching Game of Thrones and the Walking Dead, or dreaming of Michael Fassbender.
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Sierra Simone is a USA Today Bestselling former librarian (who spent too much time reading romance novels at the information desk.) She lives with her husband and family in Kansas City
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